i want to be SKINNY & HAPPY & LOVED

-I am 23
-I am about 5"2 ( & 1/2)
-I weigh 91.6 pounds .. although my scale is constantly changing.. so, anywhere from 90.4 pounds to 93.6 pounds
-I am not happy with how I look.
-Eating disorder? No, I don't. I understand ED are not a choice, and therefore welcome anyone, but I in NO WAY promote ED or any unhealthy methods of weight loss. I do sometimes think in an unhealthy matter and will express it here, but let's not get in trouble :)